Tonight felt like I was on another little roller coaster ride. Sometimes I really don't get myself. Well, when it comes to love, I really don't understand. That's why the big b is going to come in handy afterall.
Lately I've been so moody and I think that what my love was telling me tonight, may be true. The fact that my baby, this amazing man is 1500 miles away does bring me sadness or frustration. More so frustrated because I want to build a future with him by my side but I can't until I've finish with these tests.
So, this is where I tell myself to just relax. Really I can't though. I know hes out there waiting for me and being in his arms...is like a dream come true. I have found my perfect match.
I just want to give him all my love...so much love to make up for any pain he felt. How can you not love a man who only gives love and asks for nothing in return? Simplistic... he is so simplistic in so many ways. The things he looking for are what I want and need to give. I've always wanted a real family of my own and I feel...see myself loving him growing old with him. I feel good when I'm needed...wanted and loving him is no different then loving myself because we are like one in so many ways.
This is love....
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